I have been feeling blue the last couple of days. Can never seem to get ahead with the finances, of course if either of us had an education past HS we might be doing better. There are 3 LPN's at work that just got into RN school and I am so happy for all of them, and a little bit jealous. The only thing standing in my way is me, but that's another story. Now being pregnant it's not like I can get up and got to school at this point anyway. Besides that my patience is at an all time low. I hate going into work, mostly because I am so tired of people who are so rude, whiney, and stupid. I dread going in, even tho my hours have been cut, which has been so great. I love the people I work with, just not the people who walk in the door. I hope this goes away after pregnancy or I am screwed. I should be thanking god that I even have a job and roof over my head.
I don't know, just feeling overwhelmed with how much is going on and what is expected of me.
My poor husband isn't his usual jovial self either, which doesn't help. We can't both be grumpy at the same time, but we are, and it's fun times here.
We are trying to sell the fridge that we never use, I went to the garage to give it a clean up, thinking it would be no big deal. Well it was and it's gross and I have to haul all the parts upstairs to clean in the sink. I just started crying. I don't think I can handle one more demand, or one more person being rude, or anything for that matter.
I can always tell when the hormones are taking a spike, I think this is one of those times, don't you ?
On a good note, a couple of weeks ago, Dan felt Austin kick for the first time. I was so happy. He said "it feels weird", yeah try feeling it from the inside!! I love feeling my son move, it makes me smile everytime. I think I might miss that part of being pregnant, no other parts tho I can tell you that!
